[yah kahaanee pooree tarah se meree kalpana par nirbhar hai jisaka
vaastavikata ke saath koee sambandh nahin hai sthaanon, paatron aur
ghatanaen bhee mere nirmaan ka ek hissa hain. yah kahaanee keval aanand
ke lie likha hai jo log 18 varsh se kam umr ke hain, unhen is kahaanee
ko padhane kee anumati nahin hai. mujhe kshama karen agar koee galatee
ho. dhanyavaad aur parichay ~ srabanti)
(yah kahaanee aruna basu naamak ek suparamodal kee yaatra ke saath judee huee hai. har suparamodel kee tarah unhonne apane jeevan mein kuchh chunautiyon aur kathinaiyon ka saamana kiya tha lekin unaka jeevan doosare ke samaan nahin hai. chaunkaane vaala tathy yah hai ki vah ek mahila supar modal hai, lekin vah ek mahila ke roop mein paida nahin huee hai.kuchh bhayaanak sthiti ne majabootee se ek mahila ko ek suparamodal banane ke lie majaboor kiya, lekin vah ek suparamodal banane ke lie ek mahila banane ka chayan kyon karatee hai? agar vah chaahen, to vah ek purush suparamodel bhee ban gaya!
kaaran jaanane ke lie aapako apane jeevan ke ateet ko padhana hoga.)
chalo usake jeevan kee kahaanee par jaen ...
namaste, mumbee se ek supar modal, aruna basu. main ek aakarshak mahila hoon, lekin jaisa mainne pahale hee kaha hai ki main janm se mahila nahin hoon. main ek purush ke roop mein paida hua tha aur ek aadamee ke roop mein khaaya tha. mainne apanee zindagee ko apanee patnee ke sapane ko lubhaane ke lie chuna, jisakee hamala ek mahila par hai. mere parivaar mein mere aur meree patnee aur meree bujurg maan ke saath keval teen sadasy hote hain main apane chhote parivaar ke saath ek sukhee jeevan jee raha hoon main apanee maan aur meree patnee se bahut pyaar karata hoon ve mujhe bhee pyaar karate hain mainne apane kairiyar ke maadhyam se ek mahaan prasiddhi arjit kee hai. haal hee mein main peris mein aayojit ek modaling chompaitaition ke svaamitv mein hai.
to mere ateet ko vaapas jaane ke lie aata hai:
mera naam arun kumaar basu tha. main kolakaata ka tha, jo meree maan ke saath phaishan dijainar ke roop mein khushahaal jeevan jee rahee thee. is peshe ke maadhyam se mainne bahut kamaaya hai meree prasiddhi ek uchch sthaan par pahunch gaee aur usee din mujhe mumbee mein phaishan dijaining ke lie bulaaya gaya. vahaan main mumbee mein ek achchhee tarah se sthaapit modal svapn aroda naamak ek ladakee se mila. ham dheere-dheere ek-doosare ke kareebee bane aur pyaar mein pad gae. mainne mujhase shaadee karane ka prastaav diya lekin usane yah socha ki agar vah mujhase shaadee karega to usaka modaling kariyar samaapt ho jaega. unake jeevan mein unaka ek sapana tha aur yah ek antararaashtreey suparamodal banana tha. mainne use aashvaasan diya ki main usake sapane ko poora karane ke lie sab kuchh karoonga. aakhirakaar hamane ek upayukt samay mein shaadee kar lee.
hamane pati patnee ke rishte ke saath ek sukhee jeevan bitaaya hamaare beech prem kee kamee ka koee sanket nahin tha. onaiday main bachche ke ek prastaav diya lekin vah garbhavatee hone ke lie taiyaar nahin theen kyonki usake kairiyar ko isake maadhyam se kuchh mushkilon ka saamana karana pad sakata tha. isalie usane mujhase vaada kiya ki vah is sapane ko poora karane ke baad is prastaav par sahamat honge.
din bahut khushee se chal rahe the jab tak ki ek bada jhataka mere jeevan mein nahin aaya aur hamen pooree tarah se nasht kar diya.
...... onaiday, main ek kaam mein vyast tha aur achaanak suna ki meree patnee ko aspataal mein bhartee karaaya gaya tha. main vahaan pahunche main apanee patnee se milana chaahata tha lekin chikitsak usase milane se mana kar diya kyonki vah gambheer sthiti mein thee. mujhe bataaya gaya tha ki meree patnee ek esid hamale ka shikaar ho gaee thee. main du: kh mein toot gaya aur us pal kee prateeksha karane lagee jab meree patnee mujhase baat karegee 2 dinon ke baad, doktar ne meree patnee se milane kee anumati dee. usaka chehara pattee se dhank gaya tha main aasaanee se anumaan laga sakata tha ki us esid hamale ke kaaran usaka chehara pooree tarah se nasht ho gaya tha. usane jitana vah kar sake utanee mere saath baat kee. vah haalaanki pulis ko is saajish ke peechhe rahane vaale us vyakti ka naam bataane mein asaphal rahee.
20 din baad ka ilaaj karane ke baad, main use apane ghar mein laane mein kaamayaab raha.
meree patnee shaareerik roop se achchhee tarah se dheere-dheere mere kooing ke saath ghar mein ban rahee thee
mainne use kabhee bhee usake chehare ko dekhane ka mauka nahin diya. lekin aaj, bahut durbhaagy se, use use nasht chehara dekhane ka mauka mila. vah hamesha kee tarah pahalee baar usake chehare ko dekhane ke lie hairaan hai. vah gaharee du: kh mein toot gaee. vah jor se rone lage main use phir se niyantrit nahin kar saka. sthiti bahut dukhad thee. usaka poora sapana jaise ki jameen par dharaashaayee ho gaya aur ek baar vinaash hua. main usakee bhaavanaon ko baar-baar niyantrit karane mein viphal raha. vah bhee marana chaahatee thee lekin vo apana chehara nahin dekh paee thee main samay par meree patnee ko kaise niyantrit kar sakata hoon
haalaanki, usane lagabhag do dinon ke lie kisee se baat nahin kee mainne use khud ko niyantrit karane ka samay diya.
aur usane aakhirakaar mujhase baat kee ham donon ne ek doosare ko gale lagaaya aur use niyantrit karane kee koshish kee. vah meree god mein jor se ro rahee thee mainne usase vaada kiya tha ki main use apane poore jeevan ke maadhyam se us tarah se pyaar karoonga
main use kisee bhee sthiti mein kabhee nahin chhodega ...
kuchh dinon ke baad, hamane shahar chhod diya aur kisee kee maanyata ke bina nae sthaan par rahane lage. vahaan hamane apanee maan se apanee naee jindagee shuroo kee din bina kisee rukaavat ke us nae sthaan par khushee se gujar rahe the. meree patnee ko ek naya sapana dekhana shuroo hua ki vah hamaaree betee ko ek prasiddh supar modal bana dega. hamane apanee yojana ke mutaabik kaam kiya lekin meree patnee ka yah sapana bhee asantosh se samaapt hota hai, kyonki doktar ne ghoshana kee ki main ek mahila ko santrpt nahin kar paaya. aur meree patnee svapan kisee bhee tarah se janm dene mein saksham nahin thee. to sapana phir se jameen par dharaashaayee ho gaya aur pooree tarah toot gaya.
hamaare khush jeevan udaasee ke sabhee parde se kavar kiya gaya tha. khush jeevan phir se nasht ho gaya tha svapn phir se rone lage do gh
(yah kahaanee aruna basu naamak ek suparamodal kee yaatra ke saath judee huee hai. har suparamodel kee tarah unhonne apane jeevan mein kuchh chunautiyon aur kathinaiyon ka saamana kiya tha lekin unaka jeevan doosare ke samaan nahin hai. chaunkaane vaala tathy yah hai ki vah ek mahila supar modal hai, lekin vah ek mahila ke roop mein paida nahin huee hai.kuchh bhayaanak sthiti ne majabootee se ek mahila ko ek suparamodal banane ke lie majaboor kiya, lekin vah ek suparamodal banane ke lie ek mahila banane ka chayan kyon karatee hai? agar vah chaahen, to vah ek purush suparamodel bhee ban gaya!
kaaran jaanane ke lie aapako apane jeevan ke ateet ko padhana hoga.)
chalo usake jeevan kee kahaanee par jaen ...
namaste, mumbee se ek supar modal, aruna basu. main ek aakarshak mahila hoon, lekin jaisa mainne pahale hee kaha hai ki main janm se mahila nahin hoon. main ek purush ke roop mein paida hua tha aur ek aadamee ke roop mein khaaya tha. mainne apanee zindagee ko apanee patnee ke sapane ko lubhaane ke lie chuna, jisakee hamala ek mahila par hai. mere parivaar mein mere aur meree patnee aur meree bujurg maan ke saath keval teen sadasy hote hain main apane chhote parivaar ke saath ek sukhee jeevan jee raha hoon main apanee maan aur meree patnee se bahut pyaar karata hoon ve mujhe bhee pyaar karate hain mainne apane kairiyar ke maadhyam se ek mahaan prasiddhi arjit kee hai. haal hee mein main peris mein aayojit ek modaling chompaitaition ke svaamitv mein hai.
to mere ateet ko vaapas jaane ke lie aata hai:
mera naam arun kumaar basu tha. main kolakaata ka tha, jo meree maan ke saath phaishan dijainar ke roop mein khushahaal jeevan jee rahee thee. is peshe ke maadhyam se mainne bahut kamaaya hai meree prasiddhi ek uchch sthaan par pahunch gaee aur usee din mujhe mumbee mein phaishan dijaining ke lie bulaaya gaya. vahaan main mumbee mein ek achchhee tarah se sthaapit modal svapn aroda naamak ek ladakee se mila. ham dheere-dheere ek-doosare ke kareebee bane aur pyaar mein pad gae. mainne mujhase shaadee karane ka prastaav diya lekin usane yah socha ki agar vah mujhase shaadee karega to usaka modaling kariyar samaapt ho jaega. unake jeevan mein unaka ek sapana tha aur yah ek antararaashtreey suparamodal banana tha. mainne use aashvaasan diya ki main usake sapane ko poora karane ke lie sab kuchh karoonga. aakhirakaar hamane ek upayukt samay mein shaadee kar lee.
hamane pati patnee ke rishte ke saath ek sukhee jeevan bitaaya hamaare beech prem kee kamee ka koee sanket nahin tha. onaiday main bachche ke ek prastaav diya lekin vah garbhavatee hone ke lie taiyaar nahin theen kyonki usake kairiyar ko isake maadhyam se kuchh mushkilon ka saamana karana pad sakata tha. isalie usane mujhase vaada kiya ki vah is sapane ko poora karane ke baad is prastaav par sahamat honge.
din bahut khushee se chal rahe the jab tak ki ek bada jhataka mere jeevan mein nahin aaya aur hamen pooree tarah se nasht kar diya.
...... onaiday, main ek kaam mein vyast tha aur achaanak suna ki meree patnee ko aspataal mein bhartee karaaya gaya tha. main vahaan pahunche main apanee patnee se milana chaahata tha lekin chikitsak usase milane se mana kar diya kyonki vah gambheer sthiti mein thee. mujhe bataaya gaya tha ki meree patnee ek esid hamale ka shikaar ho gaee thee. main du: kh mein toot gaya aur us pal kee prateeksha karane lagee jab meree patnee mujhase baat karegee 2 dinon ke baad, doktar ne meree patnee se milane kee anumati dee. usaka chehara pattee se dhank gaya tha main aasaanee se anumaan laga sakata tha ki us esid hamale ke kaaran usaka chehara pooree tarah se nasht ho gaya tha. usane jitana vah kar sake utanee mere saath baat kee. vah haalaanki pulis ko is saajish ke peechhe rahane vaale us vyakti ka naam bataane mein asaphal rahee.
20 din baad ka ilaaj karane ke baad, main use apane ghar mein laane mein kaamayaab raha.
meree patnee shaareerik roop se achchhee tarah se dheere-dheere mere kooing ke saath ghar mein ban rahee thee
mainne use kabhee bhee usake chehare ko dekhane ka mauka nahin diya. lekin aaj, bahut durbhaagy se, use use nasht chehara dekhane ka mauka mila. vah hamesha kee tarah pahalee baar usake chehare ko dekhane ke lie hairaan hai. vah gaharee du: kh mein toot gaee. vah jor se rone lage main use phir se niyantrit nahin kar saka. sthiti bahut dukhad thee. usaka poora sapana jaise ki jameen par dharaashaayee ho gaya aur ek baar vinaash hua. main usakee bhaavanaon ko baar-baar niyantrit karane mein viphal raha. vah bhee marana chaahatee thee lekin vo apana chehara nahin dekh paee thee main samay par meree patnee ko kaise niyantrit kar sakata hoon
haalaanki, usane lagabhag do dinon ke lie kisee se baat nahin kee mainne use khud ko niyantrit karane ka samay diya.
aur usane aakhirakaar mujhase baat kee ham donon ne ek doosare ko gale lagaaya aur use niyantrit karane kee koshish kee. vah meree god mein jor se ro rahee thee mainne usase vaada kiya tha ki main use apane poore jeevan ke maadhyam se us tarah se pyaar karoonga
main use kisee bhee sthiti mein kabhee nahin chhodega ...
kuchh dinon ke baad, hamane shahar chhod diya aur kisee kee maanyata ke bina nae sthaan par rahane lage. vahaan hamane apanee maan se apanee naee jindagee shuroo kee din bina kisee rukaavat ke us nae sthaan par khushee se gujar rahe the. meree patnee ko ek naya sapana dekhana shuroo hua ki vah hamaaree betee ko ek prasiddh supar modal bana dega. hamane apanee yojana ke mutaabik kaam kiya lekin meree patnee ka yah sapana bhee asantosh se samaapt hota hai, kyonki doktar ne ghoshana kee ki main ek mahila ko santrpt nahin kar paaya. aur meree patnee svapan kisee bhee tarah se janm dene mein saksham nahin thee. to sapana phir se jameen par dharaashaayee ho gaya aur pooree tarah toot gaya.
hamaare khush jeevan udaasee ke sabhee parde se kavar kiya gaya tha. khush jeevan phir se nasht ho gaya tha svapn phir se rone lage do gh
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